What is my problem? I work consistently and I need constant company. Other humans don't seem to work that way. They will have fun and when the exam comes around they disappear for two weeks or more to cram. I don't do this. I miss out on all the fun and then when the exam comes I look for company only to find that there is none. Sigh....I suffer from chronic loneliness I just need company, someone to be with me and we don't even have to talk just company.. However that someone musn't be a loser which excludes my present and previous housemate. My days are filled with thinking but everytime frustration sets in as I cannot discuss it with people and my dreams and visions seem so far away from being achieved. Dreams like as aggresive para-UN force that is independent and can be rapidly deployed. Made up of volunteers who only want to see peace and the upholding of basic human rights and not dependent some councils delayed reaction. By the time the Un got to do something 1 million had already died in Rwanda because of Security Council apathy. This para-Un force bypasses this though they would have to fight aggressively and suffer casualties as it doesn't have UN sanction and well they can be attaked. While the world is rivetted by Rantissi's death and pour contempt on Israel. The Muslim government of Sudan had slaughtered 10 000 people in the pass four months. Wake up OIC. It is not Israel that is the terrorist, it is one of your own. There are weaknesses and I am prepared to live with some but there are some that I am not and I won't know unless someone brings it up.
There is also the penal battalions to feed the hungry and do humanitarian work. Imagine Shipman trying to redeem himself in Africa.
The benovelent emperor who spends money to alleviate his people's sufferings instead of building palaces and living grandeurly. Legend has it that the second Chinese emperor lived in simple mud home, ride a water buffalo, dressed worse that a common farmer but he worked ceaselessly to better the lives of the people. Why can't we have a few of these kind of leaders in our day? Feed all the hungry before building a new presidential palace.

Guess I jumped on the blogging bandwagon now. Maybe I should just collect all my ideas wirte a book and can't be bothered with all these nonsense. Seriously sometimes I think that I should just sart writing and look for a publisher and then I can get my ideas to more people who can afford to buy my books and read English.( Well not very many). Maybe somewhere out there a person is waiting to be my disciple.